NBI 101

So this is the continuation of the previous blog that I have just written this morning. So let me have a short recap.
I met this scary stranger all by myself, I have risked myself and struggled in the heavy rain alone, just to get my renewed NBI clearance in a-not-so-decent-manner-because-I-was-dealing-with-a-stranger-who-transported-my-clearance-which-was-beyond-his-job. Well, I did that because I had no choice and probably because there was no one to do that for myself but me, anyway. Okay too much about my rants, but I guess my mom and dad would actually freak out once they hear this story.

I honestly don't know why t had happened. Out of the blue, someone (a government employee) offered to deliver my NBI clearance personally and met up with me to hand it over. And me, a paranoid freak (who wouldn't?) agreed anyway. I repeat, I had no choice.

So what happened??? Okay, I am still alive, obviously, still terrified, but thankful I was not harmed. I arrived home safe and sound, but still in a traumatic way.

Early morning, I was really hesitant to go there and meet that stranger. Maybe I was just that brave? or maybe so trusting? I don't know how you call me, but I did it. As I was saying, I was scared. I was just kinda disappointed that a friend of mine did not came up for me. (well, at least I was expecting even for a text message that he can't, but I received none and in disappointment, i did it alone).

Fastforward to what happened. Nothing much... Good thing we met in a public place, he handed over the paper and I thanked him. He walked away while I was waiting for the rain to stop. I looked back and I saw him still, watching over me. I rushed across the street coz I was scared he would follow me. he didn't, because I was rushing. My heartbeat was so fast, I seriously thought Im gonna die. (exage)

I did not go home yet because I was scared he might follow me. Instead, I waited for my friend. Finally, (Hazel) came. I was relieved. We ate breakfast and went to the mall. waaaahhhhhhhhhhh..... I got really so relieved. Afterwards, I received a text message from that stranger, it said, "bago ka umalis, magkita tayo ha, iblow out kita, ingat!"...Wow, so that made it more strange. If he was really not into monkey business, then why would he say that. besides, it was beyond his job already right? Actually, even that thing when he brought my clearance and handed it to me personally is actually beyond his duty already. I was thinking, was he just a good samaritan? Or is he really doing that to all people? Why was he doing that to me? And to ask me for another meet up??? arghhhh...that's too much already. Sigh, buti nlng tapos na. I am now thinking of changing my celphone number for safety and security purposes.

Okay, so what brightened my day was the cutee stuff I bought from the mall. I bought a passport and cards organizer plus a sticker to toodle up my organizer. For once, I wanna be organized with my documents. And pampalubag na din ng loob.

 This is my lovely doodle passport holder. It made me feel better.

Well, there's just few things i realized today.

Only few people really cares for you. Some just want to listen to your story just because they are curious, but then they don't care at all.

Another thing is that, don't expect too much from others. It would hurt...

Be brave! Just pray and believe in yourself and nothing will happen (just be cautious)

Lastly, I realized that maybe that THAT person was just simply astonished with my charm that nagmagandang loob syang ihatid yun sakin amidst his 1 hour drive and the super duper heavy rain.

On the positive side of it, I'm alive! And I got my renewed NBI with me =)